I'm sorry girls for not posting and commenting. I've fallen off track and don't know which way is up or down. I need so much and at the same time I have no idea what I need. I hope these days get better and as they progress I hope I can regain control. I'm slipping the tighter I hold on.
"Please God, please help me go one more day without food in my belly, without fat on my hips, and with fulfillment in my heart."